Today was the first anniversary of Grant's due date. He would be a year old today. It's so hard to think about that I usually avoid thinking about him or what he would have been like. I still see him in my dreams. I miss him so much. His birth is still fresh in my mind. I know that he had to come to earth and live for those short months in my tummy because that was his purpose on earth, that was his trial. I know that I chose this in the pre-existance, and I was prepared for it then. I know this, because if I hadn't chosen this or been prepared for it, I would not have survived it. I believe that my faith has grown because of that experience, because I know that Grant is in Heaven with our Father and is being looked after until I can be with him again. If I didn't know that I just know that everyday since his birth and death would be unbearable. We all love you Grant and your brothers and sister miss you too!
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Thank you for sharing that. It literally brought me to tears. I am sad we were not there to give you a hug and show you we care, but know that we do. Love, Chami
ReplyDeleteI can't believe how fast time goes. This situation will always have a spot in my heart. I was about 6 months pregnant with Parker and it hit home for me. I am truely amazed at how we are given situations in our life and we can actually handle them even when we think we can't. I definitely learned that with this last trial we faced. I'm so glad to be a member of this church to know that we will be with our families again. Thanks for sharing this. It too brought me to tears.
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